- Crazy Sincere
- Available 24/7 which means Trustworthy.
- Addicted to me which means Supportive.
How often you care to your friends?
Sadly, I’m not! I am self centered, selfish! Do you believe me? I don’t know how to care, I mean how to show care? I don’t know if what I’ve shown to my friends is care! I don’t doubt others but I doubt myself. I am sincere to all the things I do, I say to my friends, with my friends. But I care how they see it! I preach them, I say the right thing to do, I comfort when they needed to. Hell is, how to comfort? Hearing their sympathy? I do sincerely listen heck I sincerely don’t know what to do to make them even better. Often, when friends tell their bad day or whatever I just frown with them, say, it’s ok! and blah, is that sincere? Well, sorry but that’s how I am! I am sincere in my own way that I know!
How do you trust people? Do you trust them without a doubt?
I do, I do, I do do do do do…. That’s why I’m easily to break! I easily trust, trust means you believe what they say. Meet me one day, make me laugh one hour, make me comfortable in one minute and you have my TRUST within a second!
How do you cheer people?
Are you supportive? I am, a little, often, always. Heck, I am supportive. If you’ll join something exciting, HELLO! I AM HERE BRINGING MYSELF WITH A BANNER! GO GO GO MY FRIEND!
What I only ask for is, hopefully there’s someone out there, here, anywhere. I wish I have a best friend on earth where I can always lean on, where can always lean on me! A friend that reciprocates freely, reciprocates without even me telling that s/he must do! A friend who I can drink Cali along the beaches watching sunset. A friend who I can be so transparent to be with. A friend where I can say that orgasm is cumming! (LOL) A friend where I can talk sex WITHOUT malice. A friend that taking effort as I do too. A friend who will never walk out in my zone. A friend that can be my partner through happiness, sadness. A friend where I can be so open where I don’t doubt that s/he bother at all of my boring story life! A friend where I can smile on her/his wedding day! A best friend that will last till the end of our time! A friend who will message me after reading this post. A friend that I’ve been longing for so long!
Am I too much? Am I asking too much then? Or am I just a normal being?
Happy Haunting All!
Categories: Writing From the Heart